self-reflexively contradictory to a degree, i suppose, but there’s a lot more i could be doing with it which i am actively fighting the urge not to do.
on another note, i just typed up something else, and my roommate read it and gave me a jean-paul sartre book of existential essays. i’ve actually been meaning to read existential essays for a long while now, but have never taken the time to. THUS. the fact that it is cropping up now makes it most appropriate. go.